Verse 1 Insecure, overloaded No, no fight, just flight again Selfish, unholy Nothing to withhold me From the gymnastics Pre-Chorus 1 ‘Cause I know that I know better But pity is a damn beggar I’m about to go where All the sick boys go to feel better Pre-Chorus 2 I don’t know how to give her up I’m only ever good enough Breathing out the fumes And fucking ‘til the sun Shames the moon Chorus Don’t try to fight it Lie, lie, lie Entangled in cloudy nights Set the crazy loose I want hell to finally lose But I still choose sabotage Drop 1 Sabotage Sabotage No, oh, I still choose sabotage Know I’m gonna lose, gonna lose (Lose) sabotage Verse 2 Sleepless liar Blue-light crazed eyes I can’t pull ‘em away from this Cyclic, oh sickness The reckless rush bears witness That I’m not triumphant Pre-Chorus 1 ‘Cause I know that I know better But pity is a damn beggar I’m about to go where All the sick boys go to feel better Chorus 2 Blacking out at nineteen Did anything Validation came at the cost of me Another stranger’s bed Stealing innocence Wish he woulda said “This ain’t weed, it’s crystal meth” Drop 2 Talk about some sabotage Sabotage Oh, I still choose sabotage Yeah, sabotage Nothing to withhold me From the therapy